About time I brought element right here - My second home.
Don't wish to say much but I've already started on my second compilation, not sure yet if it's going to be an EP or an Album but I can't wait to finish it. Hope more people actually understand what I'm trying to make/say/do/live.
Don't wish to say much but I've already started on my second compilation, not sure yet if it's going to be an EP or an Album but I can't wait to finish it. Hope more people actually understand what I'm trying to make/say/do/live.
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How long ago was 24?
Here I am, at the gates of the quarter life crisis, while I feel like I've already lived two lifetimes. I'm gonna be cheesy now. In my past year I've learned things I wouldn't even begin to comprehend a year before that, lived through so much and yet still feel like I have nothing to show for it except for what I think. What and how I think has changed in ways I can't explain in comparison but gladly mostly for the better. I'm grateful for the things I've matured on and for the things I realized I still need to learn. I'm grateful for the ones around me, the ones who have showed me compassion, taught me paitence and made me a bit closer to understanding who I am. I'm grateful for the ones that are no longer in my life for whatever reason, I miss you and our friendships, I'm sorry I ran away because I can't handle expressing myself upfront and moslty goodbyes. I do think about you and can't wait until we meet again in a different circumstance. I'm grateful for the doors that opened when I tried to chase after my goals and the ones that slammed shut on my face, I still need to learn deeper things about commitment, consistency and maturity and I hope I get to accomplish that this year. I'm really grateful for my emotions, and the words they form. And last but not least I'm grateful for each and everyone of the people who follow my work in my channel. All 67 of you. Thankyou ❤
Happy birthday to me! #25
Here I am, at the gates of the quarter life crisis, while I feel like I've already lived two lifetimes. I'm gonna be cheesy now. In my past year I've learned things I wouldn't even begin to comprehend a year before that, lived through so much and yet still feel like I have nothing to show for it except for what I think. What and how I think has changed in ways I can't explain in comparison but gladly mostly for the better. I'm grateful for the things I've matured on and for the things I realized I still need to learn. I'm grateful for the ones around me, the ones who have showed me compassion, taught me paitence and made me a bit closer to understanding who I am. I'm grateful for the ones that are no longer in my life for whatever reason, I miss you and our friendships, I'm sorry I ran away because I can't handle expressing myself upfront and moslty goodbyes. I do think about you and can't wait until we meet again in a different circumstance. I'm grateful for the doors that opened when I tried to chase after my goals and the ones that slammed shut on my face, I still need to learn deeper things about commitment, consistency and maturity and I hope I get to accomplish that this year. I'm really grateful for my emotions, and the words they form. And last but not least I'm grateful for each and everyone of the people who follow my work in my channel. All 67 of you. Thankyou ❤
Happy birthday to me! #25
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Honestly, I still dont understand why people actually believe my writings sound like a cry for help. #dailyrhetorics
I asked why blind arrogance was barbarically worse than judgement and saw lips talking louder than the blindfold was ever tied tighter, shoulders speaking on behalf of the mind, and eyes; creating from what your ears say about me.
I never said I was better than you
Sanity I never claimed, Could it have been you verses you all along, and the words you exclaimed
and recited to yourself? Because
I was always I,
I was never me.
I never said I was better than you
Sanity I never claimed, Could it have been you verses you all along, and the words you exclaimed
and recited to yourself? Because
I was always I,
I was never me.
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Honestly, I still dont understand why people actually believe my writings sound like a cry for help. #dailyrhetorics
Can I be more personal about this?
This is to inform you that I have offically left the Gitem Sitem Team a few days ago for personal reasons, and I wanted to thank the team for the journey. I've learned so much and gained alot of perspective and friendships.
Ofcourse I'll still be performing my work the same way (if not more) at the beautiful open mics. Thankyou GS 😊
Ofcourse I'll still be performing my work the same way (if not more) at the beautiful open mics. Thankyou GS 😊
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I'm not your weekend guidebook,
nor am I a get away you don't want to admit
foul magic, and a mirror you turn
when it only best suits your desire
to free you.
nor am I a get away you don't want to admit
foul magic, and a mirror you turn
when it only best suits your desire
to free you.
I’m not your stepping stone,
nor do I bridge your reality
into a world you were never ready to understand
while I fight to convince myself you are who you say you are
until that day you decide to come around
because you finally saw you and who I really am.
nor do I bridge your reality
into a world you were never ready to understand
while I fight to convince myself you are who you say you are
until that day you decide to come around
because you finally saw you and who I really am.
It's funny how I want to write about hate in a world where love is glorified and well....non existent. We fool ourselves and we keep doing it even more for the sake of momentary peace, a peace that only lasts a present that is clouded by years of self-deceit because we long to rest from all the running, and boy did we run far.
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Now the challenege is to live one's truth. Not "the" truth but 'a' truth, a life of honesty so illusions stay beyond the borders we decide to draw.
Ironically, not as easy as it's mirage.
Ironically, not as easy as it's mirage.
Maybe some roses need to die.
Sometimes there are some things that can’t be excused in the name of love. They remind me of how human I am, and I don’t want to change that. Maybe I won’t have to. Maybe I’m still clenching on to bits of hope, maybe I don’t want to, because I’m tired of ripening bitterness into a rosy genesis. Maybe I need to move on.
Sometimes there are some things that can’t be excused in the name of love. They remind me of how human I am, and I don’t want to change that. Maybe I won’t have to. Maybe I’m still clenching on to bits of hope, maybe I don’t want to, because I’m tired of ripening bitterness into a rosy genesis. Maybe I need to move on.
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Hugs lost meaning, it seems
crying it out restrained
Empty aches that once held the world
hard to take a breath, harder to breath it out
by something still holding you back
maybe I was a fool for trying to heal with an exhausted heart.
2020
crying it out restrained
Empty aches that once held the world
hard to take a breath, harder to breath it out
by something still holding you back
maybe I was a fool for trying to heal with an exhausted heart.
2020
What is you and I? We’re living in world where we learn and become, some trying to break free from what they know, some still have no clue, pressure turns to resistance turns to the same trap, and here I am, trying to share parts of me from parts of the world..nothing is there by mistake or because it looks nice. Starting to wonder again so I turn to what I know, since I don't know what I don't know, turns out...I've been bleeding and I was not alone.
2020
2020
I wanted to share some stuff I had written in 2020 that really got to me. Man, that was some year. Really shaped who and where I am today.
Performed at this year's RYLA
Met alot of inspired, interesting thinkers who helped me understand myself in ways I didn't expect. Forever grateful and I'm not just saying that and I'm grateful for that itself. 💙
📸 @michael_mankira
Met alot of inspired, interesting thinkers who helped me understand myself in ways I didn't expect. Forever grateful and I'm not just saying that and I'm grateful for that itself. 💙
📸 @michael_mankira