"Do not become sexually engaged with anyone unless it represents a real partnership for you, for sexuality is a commitment by its very nature. You may think of it as a casual involvement, but emotionally it is never casual. Your relationship will never be the same. And if it cannot fulfill itself at a greater level, it will be disappointing, and that will generate resentment and failed expectations, disappointment.
You can never just be a friend with someone who was once a lover, for you have crossed a threshold where you are pretending to be in a real relationship even though perhaps you never were.
Sexuality is wonderful with the right person and damaging with the wrong person. Never treat this lightly. Never think of this as a casual, recreational kind of involvement. To your body it is the real thing. To your emotions it is serious because it is consequential."
-Marshall Summers

"Intelligence is hateful for dumb people.”
https://youtu.be/v9-5QPqDAfI

One of the last real journalists out there

“They” know what’s coming. Cosmic changes. Nothing is isolated. Everything is interrelated.
https://youtu.be/zDaJtkHxrJw

“I feel we are at the threshold of a new age, and that we need now, more than anything else, a new approach to human relationships and to social organization.

We need a planetary approach, we need a synthetic approach. We need something in which the individual learns his own function in the world because if you are to have a global world the individual has to be so well established in his or her own identity that he or she can afford to co-operate with other people all over the world, independent of their culture, their race, their traditions and so on.

It is very important, therefore that one should learn how to establish oneself in one’s own identity. We need a new type of human being. We need something which is based no longer, so much, on conflict, but on a full acceptance of the total human being body, mind, soul, feeling everything.

An esthetic approach versus an ethical approach, so that you can see the relationship in which everything stands inside of the whole, so you can look at the whole and become identified with the “wholeness” of that whole, rather than with any particular part.

Now this is, of course, a very difficult situation. We are certainly in a difficult time and what is ahead of us today, I do not know. I am rather pessimistic as far as the immediate future is concerned, considering the way the world and our nation is moving at the present time.

But you must realize that crises are sometimes necessary to accomplish what is to be accomplished.

The only problem, however, is this:
something must be ready before the great crisis comes — when the new cycle begins — for it will have to begin on the foundation of those seeds which have been sown before the crisis.

If you have a winter followed by a spring, but there was no harvest in the fall no seed will germinate during the spring, and you will have to start at the very beginning into the most primitive time of manifestation.

That’s why I have stressed, so much all my life the idea I call the “seed man” and “seed woman” the “seed person,” the individual who is willing and able to gather within himself or
herself, as it were, the past of humanity and particularly of our western world, but also of other cultures because what we want to emerge from the future, after whatever crisis will come is a global world.

We therefore need men and women of great vision, individuals who are not specialists, men and women who have the vision and courage to wait, and to, in some way through their lives, through their example, and through whatever they leave after their deaths, to become the seeds of the future world.

That’s of course, the great choice we have all to make, and we all can make it. We can follow the mass vibration and decay, like all the leaves of the world in the fall (however beautiful the golden leaves may be), they will have to decay and become manure for the future of civilization, but it is only the “seed men and women” that really count, and it is those you should look for, if you yourself do not
feel yet to the point of being ready to become
a “seed person,” because it is that only which is the insurance for the future rebirth of humanity.

I think today it is of no use to try to look to the immediate future,because it looks very dark; but it is to look to prepare — for the possibility that a new world may arise, if not tomorrow, the day after tomorrow. I think it is the only thing which gives value to all our sacrifice, all our courage, decisions and choices today:
it is to become seeds
for the development of the future world.

So I hope every one of you, each one in your own life, in your way can — some day soon, very soon, (if you have not done it already), make the choice, and become “seed men” and “seed women.” I thank you.” Dane Rudhyar ~ written in 1973

Truth-seekers can waste a lot of time and energy going down the “rabbit hole”, getting hooked/addicted to external information and “sensationalism” that has very little to do with “truth seeking”. In their attempt to “figure things out”, they can get lost in the “theory abyss”, especially if there is a personal lack of discernment, and Being has not caught up with Knowledge.

Gathering intellectual information alone does not help you (nor the world) in the long run, and most often results in self-delusion because Understanding/Wisdom (embodied knowledge) is lacking [as discussed in the triad of Knowledge – Being – Understanding earlier]. Another trap is to focus on just one topic or area alone, for this can create a tunnel vision of inflexibility (or even dogma, if one is very attached to a certain view). This observation isn’t intended to invalidate the many amazing renegades who have done tremendous work in their particular field of expertise, many of whom I have learned from myself.

I am simply pointing out the importance of a holistic approach that addresses body, mind, and spirit, which is more and more needed in this day and age.

To be clear, anyone who wants to awaken and seek truth needs to step into the unknown and go down the “rabbit hole”: to read, study, learn (un-learn) to the best of their abilities, and question everything they have been told and taught by official culture. This process is also different for each of us, depending on our personal lessons and talents. Hence, it’s not about all of us becoming “scholars” and study/researching everything there is to read/view, which would be ridiculous and impossible anyway.

However, if the process of intellectually gathering information in the pursuit of truth is not matched with the necessary inner work, the mind will trick you, and you will get lost in the rabbit hole, as I’ve seen with many well-meaning “truth seekers” and researchers. I got stuck in this ‘mind-minefield’ at some point myself. I don’t take myself out of the equation because I learned the “hard” way. It happens when we lose focus of the principal aim (emancipation) and get distracted by curious fascination. This is not meant to denounce curiosity, but curiosity alone is not enough.

Knowledge acquired through study in the pursuit of truth is an essential – but only temporary – stage of awakening. It helps us to de-condition ourselves from social, cultural, and educational programming (pushing through our own cognitive dissonance) while we learn about critical thinking, logic and how to use the mind properly as a “tool”. However, Gnosis (higher Knowledge) cannot be perceived by the mind alone, nor can it be intellectually understood. In order to receive and anchor Gnosis, the vessel needs to be built via esoteric self-work and embodiment.

In other words, our level of Being determines how much higher Knowledge we can access via direct experience – tuning into nature, the “universe”, and the present moment in our daily lives, where we are constantly being informed by spirit and the vast living library of interconnectedness. This Knowledge is impossible to put into the limiting constructs of language. You cannot access Gnosis via reading alone, for it resides beyond our five-sensory perception. This is also the gateway towards receiving and experiencing Higher Love of the Divine, which is beyond the love we experience (or “think/feel” it is) in the lower separate-consciousness state of ego/personality identification.

We should be mindful not to forget the most important part of seeking truth and its purpose: to assist us in our personal embodiment/self-work and collective “ascension” process so as to align with Divine Will (via anchoring to higher frequencies) in order to TRANSCEND the Matrix, and not get caught in shadow dance/projection, or willfully trying to “fight” it. As embodied frequency anchors, we have far more positive effects to offer to others (and the Collective) than just sharing information and trying to wake up others via intellectual discourse alone.

[continued from above]

The process of “Awakening” is not just about gathering information and becoming a walking encyclopedia of how the world is controlled. Of course, having a solid understanding of the Matrix Control System (in particular the hyperdimensional Matrix) and how it operates is a key aspect of the journey (“know thy enemy”), but when we get caught up in trying to figure everything out intellectually, we’ll hit a wall, especially since we are subjected to manipulation that is outside of our five sensory perception. It is about making the darkness conscious, NOT dwelling on it to the point that we only see darkness in the world, thus getting stuck there.

This can also result in seeing “evil” and “conspiracies” where there are none (as a result of shadow projection and paranoia), and this will keep you trapped in the lower frequencies – which is where the Matrix Control Systems wants your consciousness to reside. You can only transcend it, you cannot transform it. After all the rabbit-holing you do, if you don’t get stuck and lost, you will ultimately face a mirror, looking straight at yourself – and that is where the real work begins: with yourself.

“To be beautiful means to be yourself.
You don't need to be accepted by others. You need to accept yourself. When you are born a lotus flower, be a beautiful lotus flower, don't try to be a magnolia flower. If you crave acceptance and recognition and try to change yourself to fit what other people want you to be, you will suffer all your life. True happiness and true power lie in understanding yourself, accepting yourself, having confidence in yourself.”
Thich Nhat Hanh. The Art of Power

Wrote this poem exactly a year ago about my journey healing trauma through the embodiment process:

for so long,
I hated my body
it wasn’t thin enough
wasn’t white enough
wasn’t ever anything that was enough

and so I tried to escape it completely
I fed it drugs,
I abused it
I used it,
and I let people use it too

eventually I realized there was no escape
this body is the enclosure
for my soul
and I was filling it with poison

poisonous thoughts
poisonous experiences
and allowing poisonous people
to enter into my life
and into my body

it’s no surprise
that when I finally started to feel my body
it was like a war zone
filled with so much trauma, suffering, and some parts even felt dead to me

whenever I would focus on my body
my mind would craft up a story
for me to escape into
time after time
but I kept coming back
into the body

I had to feel
EVERYTHING
I hadn’t felt for years
all the sexual abuse
all the times I desperately wanted my parents to see me
and they didn’t
all the breakups I pretended I was too strong to cry over
all the times I desperately sought love
and realized I was too sick to have it

I had to feel deep existential pain
that had been building up for lifetimes
and I had to stay present with all that
in my body
and I had to keep choosing to stay in body
because my coping mechanism was to escape
that was so hard
just thinking of some of these moments
breaks my heart again

years later, hundreds of hours later,
intentionally choosing the body
something arose that I didn’t expect
pure love
and pure joy

my body was like an abused animal
who finally started to open up
and show me its essence again

I discovered that the body’s essence is love
beyond the trauma
and the armour we carry
beyond all that
the body naturally loves
and I had been in an abusive relationship with it
for years
I was the abuser
to something that loved me
so much

the body is an ultraintelligent network,
of cells, neurons, organs, pathways
it is a machine that exists just to give our soul a vessel to be in
it does this
—out of love
the body loves us so much
it will keep us alive
even if we hate it

the body loves
and the more we love the body
the more that we will discover
our essence
our natural embodied state
is pure love

you are not the body, yes
but it is the home for your soul
the vehicle for your journey

the first and most important relationship
we develop
is with our own bodies
everything else is a reflection
of that

Next level gaslighting. I feel sorry for people who actually believe that. And when you claim that Vitamin C, D3, and Zinc help to boost the immune system you get censored on youtube and FB.

Inspired by Bill gates newest recommendations

This was sent from a friend...

“TEXAS

Something is not sitting right with me with  Texas and it’s not just the weather.

I mean it really bothers me these millions of Texas families are suffering.

I couldn’t sleep actually...

So I woke up this morning, made coffee and got to researching.

I started pulling Biden’s EO’s this morning and I found something buried in the Keystone Piepline EO..... way towards the end of the doc.

It turns out that the same day Biden shut down  the Keystone Pipeline, he also lifted the security on our power grid for 90 days (Trump’s EO the year prior secured our power grid by giving China no access.)

Here below is the snippet buried in Biden’s Keystone pipeline EO.

“c)  Executive Order 13920 of May 1, 2020 (Securing the United States Bulk-Power System), is hereby suspended for 90 days.  The Secretary of Energy and the Director of OMB shall jointly consider whether to recommend that a replacement order be issued.”

Just a small little paragraph tucked away in one of Biden’s EO’s the first day he was in office under the umbrella of “restoring science to tackle the climate crisis”.

You can find it here:

https://www.whitehouse.gov/briefing-room/presidential-actions/2021/01/20/executive-order-protecting-public-health-and-environment-and-restoring-science-to-tackle-climate-crisis/

So I researched our energy transformers that supply our power grid.

Turns out, we have had zero transformers in this  country that were manufactured in China prior to 2009. From 2009 -2019, China has manufactured 200 of our transformers, supplying 60% of our power grid.

Trump’s EO states this snippet, interestingly enough.

May 1, 2020 order, President Trump stated that

“the United States should no longer purchase transformers and other electric grid equipment manufactured in China. He signaled that it is important to end relationships that U.S. utilities have directly with Chinese businesses and multi-national companies manufacturing transformers in China, which are later plugged into the electric grid in the United States.

Chinese power equipment can be embedded with software and hardware that can be remotely accessed, enhancing China’s ability to commit cyberattacks. Because power transformers are huge and weigh between 100 and 400 tons, it is not easy to identify embedded software or hardware. There is also a potential hardware risk since counterfeit items can be easily put into large power transformers.”

You can read Trump’s EO here:

https://www.federalregister.gov/documents/2020/05/04/2020-09695/securing-the-united-states-bulk-power-system

What prompted Trump’s EO was this prior report right here. The Department of Energy found in this report, that there were :

6 - US power transformer manufacturers

30- Chinese power transformer manufacturers.

You can read the report here:
https://www.energy.gov/sites/prod/files/2014/04/f15/LPTStudyUpdate-040914.pdf

Most recent projects were completed in

Houston
Las Vegas
New Jersey

If you lookup “ Electric Panda”.... you will wonder why in the heck this isn’t front page news now with Texas.

Conclusively, Biden, on his first day in office, opened up the American electrical grid to China.

His very first day in office. 3 weeks later, 5 million are without power and struggling to keep their families warm, and many livestock are unable to survive the emergent conditions caused by my power and limited water.”