2hy can't i stop myself

(in relation to above)

https://news.1rj.ru/str/angrybitchasscunt/1400 i made it to level 3 once

depression nap time

ok so i napped a little then showered and took a shit (and then did a mini shower)

i feel sick

well, not sick, but very strange

lonely :(

panic attack time

thinkin about 🎵suicide🎵

wanting to commit 🎵suicide🎵

rhythms for the above are: quin 2 3 4 [5] 2 tri plet

ie quintuplet - triplet

exactly the same as "thinking i'm gonna go down south" or whatev

good night

why do i browse things that make me emotional

so my uncle just slapped my ass

what time is it? sad o'clock

i'm gonna bring up hrt with my parents hopefully

Animals that have suffered abuse almost never regain the trust of humans, yet we expect people who have been through similar abuse to go about their daily lives normally surrounded by other humans.