هرگز توی ذهنتون با کسی جلوجلو پیش نرید.

‏" اینو برای تو گرفتم "، " با این یادِ تو افتادم"، " برای تو درست کردم "، " بخاطر تو اومدم " به مراتب خیلی جلوتر از دوستت دارم هستش:)

یه جایی بلاخره باورت میشه، که تنهایی باید ادامه بدی.

بخش اعظم رنج ما، بخاطر انتظار داشتن از دیگرانه.

«آن‌که در لحظات سخت غایب بود، باید تا ابد غایب بماند.»

من هیچیم نیست، فقط زندگی رو در هر ابعاد زیادی جدی گرفتم.

«‏هر چه سن شما بالاتر میره، بیشتر متوجه میشین که مهم این نیست که چه کسی طولانی تر میمونه، بلکه این مهمه که چه کسی به شما احساس دیده شدن، شنیده شدن، درک شدن، قدردانی و حمایت رو میده.»

دیگه فکر کردن به آینده نزدیک هم منو غمگین می‌کنه، اینکه هیچ روشنایی داخلش نیست.

ما بدو، آرزوهامون بدو.

طبیعی نیست. اینهمه "نشدن" برای یه‌زندگی طبیعی نیست. این باید اقلا مال یه‌نسل باشه.

If i did what I wanted, then why do i feel so bad
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I don't know what I'm afraid of
But I'm afraid...

@averagebpdguy

Do you wanna dance?
Fine, but do you remember when
In your living room
When we made some room and moved ourselves around in it?
It's how my heart resumed
I got caught, you got those Caravaggio moves
We had some good ideas, but we never left that fucking room
Do you wanna talk?
Fine, I'll talk it out with my dad
It's always nice what he says
He'll have some good advice from something in a book he read
If I did what I wanted, then why do I feel so bad?
Would you like a drink
While we wait for everything
To get good again?
We're good at things and so are a lot of our friends
We should all be rich and making moves like Nancy Kerrigan, yeah
I don't know what I'm afraid of
But I'm afraid
One day it all will fall away
Maybe I read that
But still, let's see
If nothing else, it's an idle curiosity
So would you like that drink?
Fine, yeah, I know, I remember that, too
In your living room, right?
When we began to fight but then we both got confused
Then we were laughing and crying in awe of the size of the moon
Do you want to die?
Fine, you're right
But I wonder what it feels like
To stop feelin' so alive
What if we could wake up in five years and things'd be feelin' alright?
I wanna visit the future and dance in a field of light, yeah
I don't know what I'm afraid of
But I'm afraid
One day it all will fall away
Maybe I read that
But still, let's see
If nothing else, it's an idle curiosity

@averagebpdguy